Hallucinogenius
"Hydrogen in our veins, it cannot hold itself, our blood is boiling, And the pressure in our bodies that echoes up above it is exploding, And our particles that burn it all because they aim for each other, And although we stick together it seems that we are stranging one another".
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posted : Selasa, 30 Juni 2015
title : 9th grade??
Kelas 7 adaptasi,Kelas 8 Fantasi,Kelas 9 frustasi
Menurutku,itu gak sesuai sama yang aku rasain sekarang.
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05.19

posted : Kamis, 10 Juli 2014
title : My Colorgenics
Hahahha.. cuman mau nyoba aja.. sebenernya udah lama sih 'Colorgenics' ini.. but ..it's actually quite accurate. Here's mine :)

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition.
You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.
Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

waaaa aku terkejut :o

dan check out yours... nih linknya -->  http://www.paulgoldin.com/colourgenics-start/ nanti kamu masukin email dulu baru deh.. mulai tuh milih milih cube gitu.. cobain deh :3

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posted : Rabu, 09 Juli 2014
title : hard to say goodbye...
Hi all!!
today,i want to post something weird about ma class! yay :D
Berhubung masih libur,idung hati saya terpanggil untuk nge-blog lagi
i can't believe........ gue bakal pisah sama kelas absurd ini #Nagisdarah.  Gak kerasa udah satu tahun aja.

For the first time,honestly...aku ngomong dalem hati "Gilak! ini kelas gue buat setahun kedepan?What?Are you kidding man?The last class??apa gara-gara nem?Nope! ternyata ada yg 27 keatas nemnya.Gara-gara test? i don't think so... soalnya ada yang ngisi semua dan ada yang cuman sebagian...mungkin ini random aja" gue mikir gitu.. dan baru pertama masuk ributnya naudzubillah SUBHANALLAH..... RIBUT BANGET! untung aja ada my bestie pas kecil,Zalfa.Cuman dia yang aku tau....Sedih ya?
Seminggu berlalu,fine fine aja ternyata.Terus sanlat dan.. so far so goooddd.Dan sayangnya,kita belum terlalu akrab.Which is aku sangatsangat menyesal!.

Dan banyak banget memori yang gak mungkin bisa dihapus bareng kalian semua....Dari kita marah marah gajelas,nangis bareng bareng,main ke villa bareng, DVD-ing bareng,Nyasar bareng,Kerkom (padahal malah selfie selfiean) bareng,hujan hujanan bareng,mau ditampar bareng,GNBN (walaupun gabener) bareng,main The House bareng,surprisin babang dean (hampir fail tauga),naik kolbutung dan pas dijalan badan dan rambut kita terpapar angin bak bintang iklan shampoo haha,dan capek bareng,baksos bareng,dangdutan bareng,main futsal (yang cowoknya ),pokoknya...makasih kawan udah buat hari-hariku di tahun 2013-2014 ini lebih berwarna seeerah pelangi di langit.  Aku gamungkin se'idiot' ini tanpa kalian semua...It is very hard to say goodbye to you guys :')


your amazing gawl friend,

pute<3

*anyway, thank's fadilla for made a new nickname for me<3 nyaw
22.06

posted : Sabtu, 30 November 2013
title : A Letter To A Friend
It’s always hurt to see you cry
To see tears falling like rain from the sky
And there’s no answer for why
I never question myself, I never try

It’s always hurt to know there’s nothing I can do
And fact that I don’t even know what to do
It’s so sad but so true
Feels like the color blue

Someday we’ll see we were wrong
And then we realize the day has done
Time won’t turn back, it’s no use to regret
It’s not easy to say good bye, but someway we have to try

Sometimes it’s hurt to remember
About the days we had together
And a piece of heart inside me
Carved with your smile, you can see…

It was the day when I used to care
Think about you, anytime, anywhere
The day when I used to drive you home
When the night was so cold and you were alone

That’s just history, saved properly in my memory
Now we are so far and so different, and yet so silent….
No voices when you say, just few words on my display
That’s OK. Thanks anyway….

PS. I’m sad about the problem you had
But don’t worry my friend,
I’ll be the man when you look behind
                                                                                                     -Mych Ryan 
08.15

posted : Kamis, 28 November 2013
title : -
Hari hari begitu cepat dilalui,gak kerasa banget sekarang udah mau UAS aja.Padahal baru kemaren aku nge-post tentang awal-awal masuk.Tiap hari di SMP itu rasanya...campur aduk nano nano gais.Kadang pengen banget bolos.Kadang pengen masuk cuman gara gara pengen ngobrol sama temen temen.Capek sih emang.Pagi pagi bangun,berangkat sekolah,nyampe sekolah kadang ngerjain tugas,kadang main main dulu,belajar,masih semangat,lama lama bosen,ngantuk,ISTIRAHAT!,tapi galau lagi gara gara bel 2 kali.Belajar lagi,dikasih tugas banyak,belajar,belajar,dikasih tugas juga,bel 3 kali,makan duluuu,sholat,main main,bel masuk:(,belajar lagi,ngantuk,ngantuk,presentasi,dikasih tugas,BEL PULANG!.Jajan dulu,pulang,les,ngerjain PR,Belajar,main hp,belajar lagi,ngerjain PR lagi,dan tidur.Terus berulang kayak gitu.Yaudah sih,dinikmatin aja.Dan kayaknya aku mulai bisa adaptasi sama lingkungan sekolah yang baru.Gak terlalu minder lagi sekarang.Udah ga malu-malu lagi...Yeeeee!!!.Emang sih Kurikulum 2013 itu bikin capek banget,frustasi,sumpah pingin gak sekolah tau ga:(Tapi aku cuman bisa nikmatin aja.Semua itu bakalan indah pada waktunya gais.HAHAHA.gatau kenapa lagi pengen 'nyampah' gitu gaje nulis nulis disini.Atas dasar Bete kali ya.... tau deh pikiran aku tuh lagiiiii asdfghjklhbsbzdjfbhbfgsd huh.Yaudah,makaasih kalo baca.BYE!!!

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posted : Rabu, 27 November 2013
title : Don't Lose Your Love

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.
Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?
Boy: You, of course!
Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?

The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.


However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"

The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."

Five years went by...

He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.

In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.

One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reUNI0Ns and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.

Boy: How are you?

Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?

Boy: No.

Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.

Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number. Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.

Good bye...

One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world.

Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.

Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.

Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control. Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives.

Tomorrow may never come. Give and accept what you have today.
04.16

posted :
title : A little bit story
Sudah menjadi kehendak Allah memberinya cobaan berupa penyakit kronis yang bersarang dan sudah bertahun-tahun ia rasakan. Ini adalah cerita kisah seorang gadis yang bernama Muha. Kisah ini diriwayatkan oleh zaman, diiringi dengan tangisan burung dan ratapan ranting pepohonan.
Muha adalah seorang gadis remaja yang cantik. Sebagaimana yang telah kami katakan, sejak kecil ia sudah mengidap penyakit yang kronis. Sejak usia kanak-kanak ia ingin bergembira, bermain, bercanda dan bersiul seperti burung sebagaimana anak-anak yang seusianya. Bukankah ia juga berhak merasakannya?
Sejak penyakit itu menyerangnya, ia tidak dapat menjalankan kehidupan dengan normal seperti orang lain, walaupun ia tetap berada dalam pengawasan dokter dan bergantung dengan obat.
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